Past the Stars

if i asked you to go past the stars
past the black void
past happiness and sorrow
past all the lies ever told
where only my pain lives
where you can move no more with the feeling
always at work
to weigh you
down

would you say yes to get in the boat
to sail through the night sky just to get daylight
would you say yes to surviving in a world
that doesn’t ever say yes
that doesn’t ever say no
that doesn’t ever say anything

would you say yes
even though you might not come back
the same
even though you will think the world is out to get
you

you wouldn’t say yes
you wouldn’t want to fall over screaming because
living is too much to bear
because you want your heart to stop beating
and your blood to go cold
and your soul to leave this unforgiving place i call home
you don’t want the feeling
to haunt your dreams forever

so you leave me with the boat
alone
again
all alone
you leave the blue abyss we were supposed to cross together
you leave me with the world unseen by eyes
and go home to the warm fire
and leave me out in the cold


Gorzycki Middle School

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