Not Quite Real

Hey, there my buddy, friend, pal, friend, chum, pal, dawg, amigo, homeslice, bread slice, Dragonslayer, MLG player, my diddly darn dappy dawg.

I don’t mean to rudely crudely cut across you with this prewritten TED talk but I fail to find any other way to burn across this steaming hot message that you surely must see.

You see I must tell ya that I find that I feel
burning cold, freezing raw and dipped into the super ICE BUCKET CHALLENGE

when sitting next to a fire,

and I can’t stop it. This is mostly because I wanted to be a popular cool person I wanted to be coolio and stylish, fast-talking like the charismatic Youtubers!

My friend said talking to me is more tiring than drinking pure uncut Kool-Aid powdered bricks. People find that they would much rather fall Into bed than keep on “Talking” to me any longer.

Every talk feels more shallow than the last

My act continues to engulf me through each talk I give.

My positivity burns into them as an iron

and so they run.


James Bowie High School

11

Minnesota

Minnesota

Arrived on the 6th.
Our plane landed two hours South
A drive through miles of fields
With a scent so unmistakably green

On my way home:
To the family condo by the lake
Where sunlit days were spent poolside
And a citrus tinge of lemonade lingers

There’s more still,
The neighbors bring us treats,
Kathy and Jim,
Standing amongst the grass

Of the back patio
With their warm smiles and gleaming hospitality.
They say there’s such thing as Southern charm,
But from what I’ve seen it lives here.

Then we venture across the river
To a the state eastward
With a house of stone
Once inhabited by an architect

I’d studied in art history
His home,
designed by him
a mirage of low ceilings and stone

Days later, back to the condo
Again set out
To St. Olaf’s
Where I fell in love

With the stained glass of the cathedral
The ogival arches
And the tall, buildings
Reminiscent of a country across the pond.

Then there were, of course
The days spent on the green river
With the company of my family
Laughter and smiles from all.

My days there,
In a town, a state, of warm feelings.
All of it, a trip I can’t forget
I cannot wait to go back.


James Bowie High School

11

Rain

Droplets of rain keep falling, no matter how far I try to run.
The misty air grabs my throat, and I struggle to breathe.
I’m wiping my unseeing eyes,
failing to keep them dry.

But no matter who or what is in front of them,
my sight is no longer clear.
Fog has rolled in day after day,
and my thoughts are begging sight.

Ever since the storm rolled in,
no one bothers to stay.

My eyes are turning into tornadoes,
and it only gets more chaotic each day.
And the more the storm is ignored by others,
the more it will continue rage .

The thunder claps along to the song,
of my pessimistic heartbeat.
And each droplet against my shirt,
has me dancing around thoughts of isolation.

The only way to stop the rain,
is for someone else to hold my umbrella.

But why would someone want brave the storm,
just to provide me shelter?


James Bowie High School

11

Ghost

is that a ghost
following you in the night
don’t look back

if you do look back
would you see the grim ghost
wandering around on this spooky night

boo! it’s darker than usual on this night
maybe you should go back
before you see the soulless ghost

go back, many ghosts are out on this eerie night.


Gorzycki

7

the multifaceted character of dublin

to the groups going out for nightcaps, he is nobody; a mere extra in the television show of their night. his presence only clouds their vision of the next bar, where they’re going to get drunker than a sot and slam pints of murphy’s.

by the performers, he is a listener; he entangles himself in the crowd of half-sober locals and apprehensive tourists losing themselves in the slippery fiddle and the bubbly accordion.

and in the smoke room, he is a therapist, someone who listens to the drunk germans and drunk italians pour like a tap about their grandparents’ health and how they’re being exploited at their jobs at the construction site. he kindly gives them back their pouches of tobacco they mistakenly drop on his table.

to the street-sellers, the jewelry-makers, he is an opportunity. they speak in their foreign accents and worldly tongues as they point to their creations of silver and stone. the street performers grill their guitars and puff their pennywhistles to the great beat and bustle of life all around and flash their ample smiles when he drops a crumpled euro into the tin can.

in the pubs, he’s a celebrator. someone whom you imbibe with, someone to shout with, someone that listens to the cries of “eirinn go brach!” and “pog mo thoin!” he becomes equilibrium in the coldness of alcohol and the warmness of people and his mind goes as foggy as dawn in the rolling hills to the western irish coast.

and to the nighttime, he is a drinker. the sound of music bleeds out of every pub like the block’s own merry, drunken symphony. the concoctions of guitar and fiddles, accordions and whistles mix together to make this grand cultural cocktail that inebriates him more than guinness ever could.

by the buildings, he is a seeker. he explores the rustic buildings with rigor, buildings that are older than his country. he finds all the hidden gems; quaint knit shops where the kind old women ask where he’s from as he puts a hank of lambswool on the counter for purchase.

to the city, he is an observer. he notices the beautiful plated fountain with the historical plaque providing shade for the lovers underneath. college students, newlyweds, and tourists bask in the sun in the park, resting on the crunchy emerald grass.

the horn honks of impatient drivers amuse him, because the thought of a tour bus slithering through grafton street, being slowed down by the great tumult of life, is ludicrous. the cries of “slainte!” worm their way into his heart.

to the city, he is many things, he is another welcome in a hundred thousand welcomes. cead mile failte! he is another character, another pawn in the great tale of the city, another set of footprints worn into the boundless cobblestone.


McCallum High School

10

I am still me

I am a monster in my tomb
singing with the tune
tonight’s Halloween
I can finally be me.
I am a monster in my tomb
singing with the tune
tonight’s Halloween
I can finally be me.
People don’t see me as me
but I’m still me.
People don’t see me as me
but I’m still me.
If you want me on your side
you got to like me, be nice to me,
because I am still me.


Highland Park

2

Birthday

When you wake up you smell your favorite breakfast you walk in the kitchen and your mom says ‘happy Birthday sweetie’ ‘thank you’ you say it looks like she has been up for hours for you. You go get on your special birthday outfit. You go in the kitchen and breakfast is ready you eat breakfast together you say ‘I love you mom’ I love you too.”


Barton Hills Elem

5

The stick of my grandfather’s deodorant that’s been in my closet since 2002

You still smells the way you did then

Stuffed in a draw put away
Forgotten

Darkness kept the hunter green and silver from mellowing
when the four of us relocated

The white walls and furniture
no variety in a never ending color

The smell of chep cleaner lingered
It was once your house
I rescued you from a trash can when we finally moved

You were a secret grandma and I kept
for over ten years
Only we knew that you hid
in the empty guest bathroom drawer

I knew exactly what you were

In a way your a stand in for my grandfather

Did you know that you ran away and got married to your high school sweetheart
And you ran one of the best home remodeling companies Houston, Texas had ever seen.

As an infant I have been told stories that I would only speak gibberish to you

No one in this world can ever call me Lizzy but you
Betty never did remarry
She didn’t even date

Until then
You’re in my closet
Kept hidden until I forget
Or leave


James Bowie High School

11

Running at Morning

A sharp snap against the cracked concrete.
My body veers to the left at street sign,
the city still hasn’t come out to fix the half bent
Hillside Terrace.
Tall homes loom over my shrunken form.
A single pale light illuminates from a window
a woman hunches over a bright screen.

Lime-green shorts
dance through the front yards and lawn gnomes,
Through the flower beds and twinkling christmas lights.

Shoes
smack, echo through cul-de-sacs,
the only sound for miles and yet it’s still too loud.

A lonely bark from a nearby house,
maybe it can sense something
is happening, like how dogs can sense earthquakes.

Or maybe it wants to feel the freedom I’m feeling, sprinting
despite the stitch in my side, running through the solemn streets
and breathing life into the rising sun.

Slowing down a breath fills my lungs.

It’s just me, the lady, and the dog

to witness what happens every morning since forever.

A cold stillness that washes away with the wind. And with the blink of an eye it’s gone.
People wake up, drink coffee, and go to work.

They drive into the sunrise only to go to another place that is only slightly interesting.
And when they come home the

icy veil layers over the world once again.


James Bowie High school

11