Words

Words can hurt
So don’t tell me it doesn’t matter
Because it does matter to me

Don’t tell me I can’t
Because the more you say it,
The more I believe you

Every word you say, telling me this
Just digs me deeper
And I’m trying my hardest to climb out
And if I can’t get out
I will just give up

I’m asking you for help
And all you’re doing
is telling me that I am making a big deal
So when I jump
When I dance at the end of a rope
When I pull the trigger
When my parents find my body with a bottle of bleach near
Just a little bit too late

Just think
How in some way
My blood is on your hands