Perfectly Meaningless

I am alive

I am here in this moment living one of the billions of lives in this world.
Looking into the stars; as they stare back they wink at me as if they know something I don’t.
The feeling of this glacial breeze and tender
grass can never be perfectly replicated ever again.
The sky so dark but somehow flawlessly lit.
I bathe in this moment, a moment that is far too little to become a memory.

And I realize how perfectly meaningless it all is.

I reach for the sky as if it’s going to take my
hand.

I feel infinite.
Nothing could spoil this perfectly meaningless moment.

My head so utterly empty, my eyes just observing all the awful beauty of this world.
Here I am so alive, but my body lays lifeless.
I feel myself ascend into the stars, and I glimpse upon myself for what I truly am.
A body that means everything to someone, and utterly nothing to another.

There I am.
So flawed, so perfect, so meaningless.