Drowning

I’m being pushed down, down
Toward the neverending depths of the mystery below
My thoughts are my own, but my body is not
All the blinding sharpness of the world is drowned by blurs
I try to resist but I have lost all control
The blurs get bigger as the pain slowly melts away
I let them absorb me as I’m pushed down farther and farther
I notice my eyelids flutter close, barely aware of anything at all
Then the blurs are replaced with a blanket of darkness and I’m carried away by the ocean