ED

ED, Willow, whatever you may want to call him
He controlled my head like my heart controls my body
Crying everyday, weak as spaghetti, skinny like a toothpick, Counting my footsteps
I finally had to let him go
It was saying goodbye to my dearest oldest friend
Never to be seen again
But now I see it all now that you’re gone
You are an expert at lying, I even believed you
You paint me a beautiful picture then ruin it with your cold hands
I lived in your games but you changed the rules every single day
Making a young girl cry like that is wrong, if only you weren’t in my life, I would be a normal child, but no, you decided to take my heart for your own steal it, hide it, I couldn’t find it.
Thank you for the worst years of my life.
I was blinde, clearly, but of course, I couldn’t see that.
I now stop answering your calls in my head,
Goodbye,
FOREVER