It Becomes Within Me

There is a place where I have no one to talk to about my feelings and no one listens to me or cares about my opinions.
My inner light fading.
I have been holding myself back and lacking confidence.
Urge to prove to myself I am enough.
Overcoming or purifying this place will take all my energy.
Floating through all the memories that have happened in my life
I need something of hope, courage or bravery in this place of darkness. Like ashes sparking a wildfire, creating a better life for me.
It becomes within me.