Driving Home

Your eyes glowed bright on the stage
Softly smiling, you sang among the shining,
dancing lights.
Your lilting voice, rhythmic and carefree
reached out to me,
bled the words whispered to me
as I peered from behind the finely spun cocoon
of wool.

Driving home,
the lights along the street wobbled
as I slipped and bounced in the car seat,
each groove and divot pulsating through me.
The shadowed sky was bruised and
the streets were quiet—slick with rain—muted,
illuminated only by the streams of faded yellow light
winding across the sunken grass blades, which trembled under each droplet swallowed.
A small river had collected along the side of the road
where a billboard, exhausted from the dry sun and whipping rain,
advertised a zebra losing its famous black stripes.

My eyes soon fell closed
to the tune of the car humming
and was awakened only to the doors opening softly
and shutting shyly.
I could hear Orion now,
for whom I’d searched for, carefully folded, then pocketed away
for future use after being found hidden behind the back-yard gate.

It was time to walk,
and careful to step around the snails
leaving their slick trails in the darkness,
I shuffled drowsily to the door.

Relic

I felt you trembling in my hand,
carefully and fearfully watching it grow
smaller behind us,
until the daunting castle of steel became
nothing more than a mirage: a delicate
construction of steel and glass studded with
miniature relics…

Your tentative eyes had peeked over at me,
worried of harsh critique.
I was bemused of you, the photo’s subject:
a weary face framed in gray,
lines carved from trampled years long gone,
whose pensive thoughts whirled away,
released as the flash of the camera left the face
exposed in harsh artificial light.

I reached out, transfixed by your
weathered, rough cheeks,
but was alarmed at the smoothness of the
photograph that met my fingertips.

In your eyes I could see the fear,
fear of being
swallowed
by the echoing obsoleteness of
the museum.

How could I let you go?

I ran.

I felt you trembling in my hand
carefully and fearfully watching it grow
smaller behind us,
until the daunting castle of steel became
nothing more than light reflecting off a box
of miniature treasures…

Today, the photograph is softly withered from
being folded
Tucked into a pocket
Unfolded
Looked at
Folded again and tucked away

But I still touch the photo lightly, attempting
not to grasp you too tightly,
for fear of crushing the sweet musings of
years caught within the lines of your face.

It Becomes Within Me

There is a place where I have no one to talk to about my feelings and no one listens to me or cares about my opinions.
My inner light fading.
I have been holding myself back and lacking confidence.
Urge to prove to myself I am enough.
Overcoming or purifying this place will take all my energy.
Floating through all the memories that have happened in my life
I need something of hope, courage or bravery in this place of darkness. Like ashes sparking a wildfire, creating a better life for me.
It becomes within me.

Stars

I am stars
An equal member of the universe
Among the vastness, I am living
I am moving, I am thinking
Stars are larger than me.
Is the same true of their dreams?
Do stars feel dwarfed by galaxies
As I do by the stars?
Do stars look at the universe
By their own light
And marvel at its beauty?
Do stars look through their stellar microscopes
At humans?
Are they wondering all this
Of me?

These and a Thousand Others

A crying bird in a giant ocean
A hopeless cause in a million more
A mother cat with a struck-down kit
These and a thousand others
Are the reasons I am sad
A love that lasts longer than a grudge
Justice at last claiming a kill
A long-wanted end to an evil cause
These and a thousand others
Are the reasons I am happy

Her Cave

This, her cave, the cave of secrets,
Still, like a giant shouting,
Her voice echoing,
Still, she is nothing
To the drops
drip
drip
dripping away forever.
Her cave looks empty, yet it’s full of life
Her cave looks dark, yet it’s full of life
And the shadows
Closing in
Are going
With the drops
drip
drip
dripping away forever.