I was the last one

I was the last one.
While they had fun, I was at home.
I was the last one.
When they looked through the screen, all they saw as me.
I was the last one.
They asked why, they asked if I was shy.
I was the last one.
I wanted to go but my parents said no.
I was the last one.
The time had come for me to have fun.
I was no longer the last one.
I wasn’t sure if I wanted to go but I decided I shouldn’t say no.
I was no longer the last one.
I did not have to smile all the time or miss the fun.
I was no longer the last one.