My legs hanging from the rim
I force myself up from my bed
Did it last?
Just like you said
I don’t welcome the memories of you
Your warm smile, or true eyes.
Only what you left me with
Dark cold feelings, filled with cries
Your calloused hands against mine,
I miss the days we spent together
You in my arms, long hair waving goodbye
You were my rock, and I was your tether.
I don’t beg for pity, or anger, or sadness.
But for you, just once more
In my arms, showing me warmth
Don’t let this battle turn into a war.
I love you
Is it too much to ask?
For just a little more back?
I love you I say, but you wear a mask.
I walk down the hall, back to my kitchen.
Filled with only you, why?
I have to get out of my head.
Why can’t I just die?
For you,
I thrive and oblige,
My one love,
You keep me trapped forever in siege
I run out the door
Running for what?
Feelings, romance?
Just give me a chance?
Down the street,
Down the next ally
When will I see you
Kiss you shall I
Just take me in your arms
I beg
Please, once more
I love you. Meg