Finifugal

it always begins joyful,
never wanting it to end
end?
something about it makes the earth shake
its so contented what is forming,
this beautiful story,
never wanting it to conclude
conclude?
something about it shreds my heart
It’s happening right now
I don’t want it to finish
Finish?
something about this makes me sink deep down into the ground,
i hope the finale never comes.