I Used To… But Now…

I used to… But now…

I used to wake surf,
But now I sit on the sidelines staring into the murky water.

I used to have no troubles,
But now I worry if I’ll make it to the next day.

I used to smile,
But now I force one.

I used to love school,
But now I worry if I’ll pass the standards.

I used to be happy,
But now responsibility is taking its toll.