I used to be inpatient, but now I listen. I used to be ecstatic but now I’m tired. I used to be full of wishes for myself, but now my wishes are no longer my own. I used to hang out with people whenever I wanted but now it’s just me all alone. I used to watch movies and shows, but now there is no time for those. I used to be up all night laughing but now I am up all night hopping. I used to hope for the day to get longer, but now that is the last of my worries. I used to cry alone, but now there is no time for tears, only regret.