There once was a woman,
Who said Amen,
What came next?
Alive again with the king man.
your vision, your voice
There once was a woman,
Who said Amen,
What came next?
Alive again with the king man.
Acrophobia
Fear of heights
Not the fear of falling
Not the fear of landing
Dizziness and weak legs
Won’t make your situation any better
Some find it much more terrifying than others
I am scared on the roof of my house
Some are scared on skyscrapers
Others on planes
As I watch the
screen,three years
flash before my
eyes. Defeat,
loss, disappointment,
blow outs, that’s
all the last three
seasons had been
about. But suddenly
everything changed
something happened
that was far too
strange. Crowds erupted, win streaks had been interrupted,
and suddenly everything that I had come accustomed to
was incredibly different. Signs reported “Broncos Win”
newsman had said that they had defied all odds and everything
had suddenly changed. Hopes, Wins, Doubt, had all been crushed as
the clock hit double zero. Everything that I had known about the past three seasons had all been changed. All the dissappointment, loss, defeat, all had been changed.
And while
the future
does not
look quite
as bright
as those shining
lights at that
moment, for
now I can just be
Amazed.
They
Don’t
Know
how wide the river is between
Us
But
They
Know
How easily I can fall in
the river
and be swept away by
Its selfishness.
I
Know how to be
IN
The world but
Not
OF
the world.
who are they? You might ask?
Like I told you
Its a wide river between me and the river.
Watching as you entrance me into a gaze that wont let me look away
The colors of
blue
orange
and yellow
Dazzle my eyes making me sob,
for the dazaling thing is on my house
burning it
down
into
ashes,
so much for beauty because on the inside its a monster
Words.
Love
Beauty
Truth
Happiness
these are words
Hate
Lies
Anger
Loss
these are also words
words can do many things
they can
Win
Lose
Cheat
words can
Build
words can
Destroy
but all words are like pieces,
parts of people,
I stand there as guns boom
People run by
Blood and tears soaked the land
Where so many people have died
Screams of pain
Screams of war
The killing
The hurt
Hundreds of men on the floor
Clawing at the blood stained Earth
Was this how all humanity would perish
Something grabs my leg
A boy
About fifteen
His shirt has blood
Children cry
He looks at me with pale blue eyes struggling to find life
To survive
The sky is no longer pale blue like his eyes
It is red as the land
The ocean
The blood
Animals lay wounded
Caught in the arms of death
As the whole Earth seemed to tremble
As it takes it’s final breath
There were voices as I sank
Mumbled voices rippling through the black waters
I’m helpless to do anything as the darkness swallows me up
Depending on air to breath I had no chance of survival
Water filled my nose
My lungs
There was no light
Only darkness escaping from the depths
I lay there motionless
Then
He comes
I had imagined
Him to be a light
So bright you couldn’t see
His features
But instead
He had white robes on
And bare feet
He pressed down on my chest
And filled my lungs with air I stood at the bottom of the
Atlantic Ocean
Unable to speak but alive
I breathed the salty current
I felt the endless waters
It was time to go
And I knew it
I took His hand
And closed my eyes
I woke
I was laying on grass
Crystal flowers around me
Colors you couldn’t imagine
I stood up
And looked around
If you saw what I saw
Would you believe it
No Because you haven’t seen it yet
The weight that pulled me from the back
The softest feathers tickling my arms
Wings
The most marvelous wings
I soared high into the sky
Twirling and spinning
There was nothing to slow me down
The joy
The happiness
That now filled me to the brim
But I looked back
Oh how I wish
I hadn’t looked back
For what I saw brought sadness back into my heart
Like a door opening
With inviting hands
Earth
It’s blue waters
And green land
Now was behind me
Small as it was
Blackness surrounded it
Shrouded it in a thick blanket of dark
A place we live,
A place we relax,
A place we sleep,
A place we have fun,
A happy place,
A safe place,
A warm place,
Like a warm fire,
A building that says,
Come,
You belong here.
Nyc
I stroll through the streets of Nyc,
like walking down an aisle of a shopping store
admiring the old and new buildings,
like different colored cans on a shelf.
As I ride down the road,
looking on at the restless sky,
I wonder when this dream will end.
Until.
I realize.
I am already at home.
In bed.
Dreaming.