absorbed dream

a constant dreaming state
existing within your own head
a world which you dictate
a more satisfying reality, but instead

you cannot read
you cannot sleep
you have thoughts which you need to feed
in your head you are too deep

to count seconds going by
one , two, three, four, five
why say bye?
when you can thrive.

travel to imagination
go to the Dream destination

The Black Cat

The black cat.
Dark as the midnight sky,
Soft as a fur coat,
Eyes like a bright yellow moon.

Creeping around,
Low to the ground.
Waiting for something to eat.
Waiting for 1 year.

Then 2 years,
2 turns into 3.
And suddenly 5 years.
5 years but 5 is really five minutes.
Black Cat

I hate poems

I hate poems
my brain thinks slow
one more poem
and my brain will blow

poems aren’t my thing
and when I need a poem
my brain won’t bring
which makes it hard sometimes
to think of good lines

I hate poems
I don’t know how I did this
this might be my best
how did I even finish this

poems are okay
this might not be that bad
when I have to make a poem
it usually makes me sad

Gaze

Why must you stare?
Your eyes always scare
You judge my every move
Like I have nothing to prove

I can’t even write
Without facing your might
My clothes aren’t enough
For you’re too rough

When I’m feeling down
I hide my frown
For you’ll think I’m weak
And won’t hesitate to speak

I can not live
Without something to give
And I can not be
With all my glee

Why must you judge,
Do you hold a grudge?
Is it something did?
I am just one kid

No, I know why
But it makes me cry
You’ll always be there
Always in your glare

For you live in my mind
Cause no one was kind
And you won’t leave
So I guess I’ll grieve.

Love and Lost

Love is like soft flowers
warming your heart and soul
no feeling overpowers
when they leave it’s like a hole
questioning your every movement
wondering what you did
ignoring your broken heart for amusement
bottling it up with a lid

Especially when it’s your own mother
betrayal and confusion
the one who’s supposed to love you like no other
her pretending as if it’s not an illusion
nothing but heart break left
left with only abandonment issues
stealing hope from your little girl like a theft
crying with only the support of a box of tissues

leaving her own daughter for years
thinking it was her fault all along
drowning in her own tears
when she was never in the wrong
still wearing hello kitty PJ’s
hugging her teddy bear
years later in her bed she lays
trust issues leaving her in despair

My Dog

Paws, like velvet they are
Fur, feathery and soft
Eyes that are diamond

Grass parting, fireflies shining like diamond
In our backyard you are,
Running to give me a kiss, gentle and soft

Your hugs are always soft
Wouldn’t trade you for a million diamonds
My dog you are

You make me soft, better than gold and diamonds, my dog you are