Perfect People

I know you like perfect people
You may not like the perfect body
Or the perfect hair
Or makeup
But you do like a certain perfect
And the thing is no one will live up to your perfect
And you can never have a perfect person
Stop
They are not perfect
And they will never be your perfect

But I know my words will do nothing
You will expect perfect people
And for life to go your way
And we all expect perfect people
We never expect most of life’s twists and turns
But here we are making plans for next Saturday not even being sure if we will make it there

And still, we expect perfect people

Stained Glass Manors

Valkyries escort you across the Bifrost,
The snowflake landscape burning exhaust,
Melting to a continental empire of desire and oil,
Bow down to the same blue veined, bloodstained royals.
Shrouded in the veil, snow kissed of the Eldrich mists,
That false creed only persists with narcissists.

So order your stained glass manors by the dozen,
I’m sure you’re secure in your decisions,
It’s not like you’re held to repercussions.
Weave a tapestry of a hero to be worshipped,
Formed in the image, The very visage
Of her Highness, her Grace, her Lordship.

I don’t need grand estates or feudal titles,
Adorn me in Brussels lace and vicious cycles,
The wheel still turns, so surely it isn’t broken,
London bridges burned and I have spoken.

Madame Grey

Black silk paired with rose colored glasses,
For to see the wounds she herself buried deep,
Soon enough, enough time passes,
It’s as if she’s woken from a hundred year sleep-
The small and flattering waist,
Beloved by all in her glory days,
Unceremoniously replaced,
With an extra helping on a silver tray.
Every trend she had worn to conform,
Hideously out of style,
Her only accessory besides her pearls,
Is her stained and crooked smile.
Her youthful voice stolen like the mermaid,
She who once entranced the sea below,
Has rotted and hollowed and chosen to fade,
She who ran swift now hobbles slow.
“Madame Grey, I am at your service,”
Her newest conquest pronounces with pride,
Paranoid, she retreats- blushing and nervous,
Closely- too closely- he sits by her side.
They discuss the state of the world nowadays,
They never disagree.
Emotions stir within her, Madame Grey,
Perhaps a bride to be.
Spiderwebs decorate her once-stately halls,
Her formerly flawless mind- fragile,
States that he loves her, serenades her, undoes her,
Brittle laugh and that fanged, tainted smile.
On a fine spring day, a young lady arrived,
Young enough to be her daughter,
The spawn of her sister, and how she thrived-
Off of the flattery of Madame Grey’s lover.
Drama ensued, the niece pursued,
She who captured the concubine’s affections,
They sought out her blessing and received the next best thing-
The gift of her passing, freedom from her obsession.
They would never know how her wails pierced the ears,
Of the ravens that she knew, loved, and fed,
They would never know her deeply rooted fears,
Or the taste of the belladonna, or the grey ichor she bled.

The Violinist

Sonatas and symphonies,
Cursed to play on, play on in infinity,
Dwelling deep within your soul,
Searching for sense and control.
Stumbling through loneliness,
Like a damsel in distress,
A lighthouse to guide your way,
The melody yet plays,
Night fades into day
As you wander astray.
Catch a glimpse of she,
The cursed mystery,
Lift the veil and see,
Her tragic history,
Lost beneath the weeping willow,
Lost to starlight, gone to shadow.
One smile, one glimpse, one thousand songs,
The legend still lives on,
Fading into the mist,
The violinist, the violinist!
Dare you resist?
The song of,
The violinist, violinist!
Listen, carefully, just listen,
Throwing caution to the wind!
Hear the whispers, how they linger,
Dead ringer.
Fading into the mist,
The violinist, the violinist!
Dare you resist?
The song of
The violinist, violinist!
Etched into my spirit,
Her silhouette still playing,
Can you not hear it?
The song of the siren!

She Makes Fragile Comparisons

She makes fragile comparisons.
Wheedling battle wounds and horror stories from her mother, the dancer, and her father, the comedian.
She stares in the mirror, examining curves to come and curves already arrived,
Survive.
Bitterly swallowing the curse of age with as much dignity as she can suffer,
Is she the starlet, the chorus, the other?
Shadowed woman bleeding ash,
All things that rise must pass.

Is she the ballerina, the comedian,
The singer, the chameleon?
Will she seek solace in an arabesque,
A monologue, some dialogue a stranger wrote,
Breathing heavily with every note,
Will she?
Transcending the ash, mending the time,
Bending the world to reason and rhyme,
Can she?

She makes fragile comparisons.
The skeleton beneath betrays the skin she has destroyed in her wrath.
She sighs to an invisible audience, phantom applause
Greeting every word and every pause.
Melody in her tears and discord in her laugh,
As if cremating the corpse she will become,
Or has become, or won’t become.
As if reimagining chaos with one plié,
Six feet beneath a night at the ballet.

She makes fragile comparisons,
A second to the thrill,
And all the world could be a stage,
But every one is still.

Sequoia

We evolve and we grow as we go,
From a tiny seed planted in the dirt,
To a centuries old Sequoia,
Rooted deep within the earth.
Stretch our branches far and wide,
Choose a label, choose a side,
Echo their ghosts, and praise their gods-
No homeland for unholy thoughts.

The Raindrop and the Red, Rubber Boots

I fall down, down, down
the ground getting nearer every second
A little boy reaches out for me
I dance like a ballerina on his fingertips
Then land with a splat on his red, rubber boots
I twirl and dance with him as he laughs a big belly laugh
His boots take me to a trickling stream
Where we jump and splash until the boots get all muddy
Then they slip and slide all the way to the top of a tree
Where we wait for the sun to rise
At last, golden rays peak through the dark clouds
I let them carry me
up, up, up
Away from the little boy
And his red, rubber boots

Ode to an Old Teddy Bear

Frayed threads frame your face
Your loving button eyes are starting to come off
Your soft brown fur stained with apple juice and mud
You smell of love:
A mixture of goldfish and tears
You wait on the bed all day
You hear everything, so many stories to tell
And no one to tell them to
Until the creak of a door invites a little boy in
And in that moment
Though your once perfect grin is falling apart
You never fail to make a child smile on a rainy day

Drowning

I’m being pushed down, down
Toward the neverending depths of the mystery below
My thoughts are my own, but my body is not
All the blinding sharpness of the world is drowned by blurs
I try to resist but I have lost all control
The blurs get bigger as the pain slowly melts away
I let them absorb me as I’m pushed down farther and farther
I notice my eyelids flutter close, barely aware of anything at all
Then the blurs are replaced with a blanket of darkness and I’m carried away by the ocean

Winter’s Sensations

Winter is like being wrapped up in a cold hug
I love the cold winters breeze
I watch the snow fall as I drink from my mug
It’s so cold outside I get numb to my knees

Winter makes me want to cozy up by the fire
Oh how I love the joy of making gingerbread cookies
It brings me joy when people sing their holiday choir
I always look forward to the yummy goodies

Winter is a magical season
I love how each snowflake is different and unique
You’ve got to love Winter I’ve given you so many reasons
The snow is oh so white and sleek

Winter is fun don’t you agree
Go take a look and you’ll see