Who are we if not indefinite?

What makes a young mind wander
Yes, that’s the question I ponder
Yes, that is the question we ponder
No, not our physique or appearances
But what may lead to our seemingly unquestionable disappearances
What keeps us lying awake every night
How do we solve the inquiry that fill our dreams with fright
Our world may be shaping to be dim and small
Our lives in comparison only a protocol
But alas, the future is nothing but a distant yonder

music

music , music drowns out the real world, music lets u feel what you want , what you would want the real world to be.
Blasting at full volume till all you feel is the vibration from the rhythm.
Every different song changing your mood,
every artist feels the music they make, something I couldn’t be without is music, music wouldn’t leave you, wouldn’t make you cry un till you can’t breathe. Just drown the things that would do that, without caring, no worry for ur feelings.
Just watch the real world, look at ur life, is it as good as you want, what you imagined when you were younger? Maybe it is but I know I wouldn’t be here today if I didn’t have music. Because we all sometimes need to just stop, and be in our own world.

Submarine

The sun is glaring down upon me
The birds squeak squak and squeal
The other people chatter so loud
Then I submerge myself into the deep

Everything and everyone is silent
Excpt for the slow beat of my heart
The water cradles me in its arms
And slowly rocks me back and forth
Like a mother does with its child

Then I return to the surface
And it shatters the peace I was in
The beautiful feeling I had just felt
Slowly fades away and leve without a trace

Sunday Morning

Still, water dripping
The sound, a warm embrace
The sun gleaming and shining
Not a shame, nor disgrace

On this Sunday morning

The sun and horizon aligning
Such a beautiful sight,
Something I struggle defining
To see such a thing take flight

On this Sunday morning

A smell lingers in the air
Is it peach? Or maybe lime?
I can’t explain a smell so fair
I think of it as sublime

On this Sunday morning

waves

The sun beams down on my face
Ocean waves crash against each other
As I stare out into space
One after another

It’s like the water is calling out to me
Waiting for me to dive deep
How could that be
Just one big leap

And I could be free
Free of everything
Free in the Sea

Fall

Everywhere leaves fall to the ground
There is a cool breeze going in one direction
When all the leaves fall the weight of the leaves turn to pounds
Sometimes the leaves fly uncontrollably into a different position
Leaves going round and round

Boat

The waves crashing next
to me as I skim across the
water as the droplets hit my
face washing away my sadness.
until I lost my balance
And fell. As I step back
onto the boat
only for time too freeze as
a speed boat seconds
away from hiting me.
I crashed and my sight
ended In a flash.
When I woke up
from being unconscious

I looked down only to see blood
all over my leg looking like the egg
I ate for breakfast. As I get to the ER my
blue bruised leg made a
popping sound surrounding my ears with terror.
DID I JUST………
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I yell