My Friend Andy

Orange and white,
Eyes that shine so bright
Belong to my friend named Andy.

There is no better friend,
A friendship that can only be described as “it will never end”,
Is the one I have with Andy.

I’ve known him forever,
Although, I must admit, sometimes, he is not very clever.
Is how I’d describe my Andy.

Despite his flaws
And despite his hands, which some may call paws,
I love Andy.

Although, after years and years
I’m afraid, and I may fear,
That one day I’ll have to say goodbye.

Because he is a cat,
And I’ll always know that,
You’ll leave me one day Andy.

But it’s okay
And if Andy could speak his mind, I think he would say:
“Although I’m only a small part of your life,
You’re all of mine,
And I’ll love you until the end of that day.”

Feeling

Like a river flowing,
crashing in the rocks.
A tsunami in the brook it sits,
Splashing white violence.
Tears stream,
Salty like the ocean.
Eyes swell, stinging.
The ache in my chest grows.
Swelling, expanding, breath leaving.
Thrashing turns to a babble,
Like water breaks, it settles.
Sinking to the floor, like a rock in the water,
The stream sets with the sun, no fire to fuel.
I drown in feeling.

Entwined

A brand new life is in my house
Or maybe not new, just returning
I feel a sense of knowing this boy
I’ve known that smile
For what seems to me, forever

I’ve held him in my arms before
I’ve felt his cheek against mine
I’ve felt my lips against his head
I’ve heard him beg and cry

Maybe he’s a friend I’ve met before
A young man gone too soon
Who’s entwined his soul in my baby brother
For the warmth he knew he’d find with me

It’s a strange feeling,
To know I’ve known this boy before
But nonetheless, a comfort
I’ll keep him kind and always safe
So next time he’ll return the favor

Ho Ho Ho

It’s that time of year again that most love so much
Love and joy fill the air as most prepare
To see friends and family and present them with bestowal

The weather cools and the frozen dew falls
The lights arise as it is said he once did all those years ago
Green, white, and red, colors to behold

Not everyone sees it the same, for not everyone sees to same
Through different eyes, and shoes, do people see and walk
Some embrace the cold from the warmth, while others, suffer through the cold

Hard-working parents who try to make their kids smile
Extra shifts and longer hours they work
To bestow upon another is an unrecognized privilege

Some kids wake up to no light from the pine
They talk to friends who live in different shoes and see through different eyes
As they wonder why the fat man didn’t ho ho ho

The Color Green

The sunflower shines so beautifully
yet the blade of grass feels so dull compared to the flower.

The large lake overflowing with life
is so great compared to this puddle,
the puddle wonders, will the lake not soon fall into the other streams
and leave this small puddle behind?

The songbirds sing each note
with perfection
but the raven stays quiet,
and sings one solemn note on occasion.

While the trees branch out
and small leaves form,
the little stump stays rigid in the wind
and still feels a snake green,
despite the lack of leaves.

The sky looks over the ground
and the ground looks up to the sky,
envying it because of it’s great height.

An Ode to Broccoli

Broccoli you repulse me
When I see you on my plate
You make me think about
All the good things I’ve ate.

Broccoli how you can sadden
Even the happiest man
When I see you all I can wonder
Is how can you be so bland?

Broccoli you make me think
If I never saw you again
I wouldn’t be mad, not even sad
I’d be happy, I would be glad!

Broccoli how I despise you
How you follow me at every turn
How I must get through you
If I hope to get desert

Broccoli I know what I must do
Even if it brings me great disgust
To get a treat so succulent and sweet
Then eat broccoli I must.

Quilt

A handmade blanket
each thread carefully woven
a gift of warmth
with magnificent design
of many different colors
wrap it around you
feel the comfort
get some rest
a hand-made
warmly woven
colorfully-designed
comfy-cozy
blanket.

The Forest

Within the Forest there was a tree
near the tree there was a bridge
under the bridge there were some plants
around the plants there was a fish
in it’s own beautiful sanctuary
loved by nature’s grace
the colors flourish
for all to see.

Loss

She stepped up to the river
her long dress
blew in the wind
the water splashed up to her feet
She turned and looked at me
she stepped forward
and threw herself into the water.
Not a sound
except the quiet splash all but masked by the sound of the water below
No! I said
Reaching forward
all I felt was air.
I let my hand fall to the ground
I stared off for a moment at the trees and cliffs and the churning water below
I sat down
and let my legs
dangle above the water
I stood up and looked down
my feet just inches from the edge
I stepped closer
And closer
My toes peeked over the edge
I stumbled against my balance before stepping back
I stared, lost in thought
before I turned to head back to the woods with
tears in my eyes.

Observations of an Immigrant

You are walking down the street, and
You look over your shoulder, and
You see a woman, and
You wave to her, because
You recognize her,
She’s your neighbor,
She looks like
You.

A few days later,
You are walking down the street, and
You look over your shoulder, and
You see a woman, and
You are immediately suspicious, because,
She is wearing a hijab, and
You aren’t, and that means, that
She is Different, and
Doesn’t look, like,
You.

It escalates.
You are walking down the street, and
You look over your shoulder, and
You see a group of people in the park, and
They are praying, and
Praying to the god they believe in, and
You don’t like this, because,
They are different,
They speak differently,
They look different,
They are smiling, but
You only see your differences, and
You shout,
“Go back where you came from!”, and
You feel no guilt, because
Those people, innocent people,
Aren’t exactly, like,
You.

The madness continues.
Your daughter comes home, and
She tells you about her new friend, that,
She made in first grade, and
Her friend’s name isn’t Mary, or Katherine,
Her friend’s name is Haifa, and
You don’t like this, because,
You know this name isn’t from around here, and
You know this means that,
Your daughter’s innocent first grade friend, is
Different, and
You send an angry email to the teacher, and
You say lots of things,
Mostly things that hurt us, and,
Things that say that We’re not welcome, and
You
Don’t
Want
Different.

You go to the PTA meeting, and
You see the woman there, and
She is wearing a hijab, and
You know this is different, and
You don’t like her, but
She tries to be nice, in
A different language, because,
She struggles with English, but
Is learning fast, and
Wishes no harm to anyone.
The president of the PTA begins, and
She talks about the carnival, and
The fundraiser, and
She asks,
Who will volunteer?
And many hands are raised, including,
Yours, and the woman wearing the hijab.
The president writes down every name,
Except, when she gets to the woman wearing the hijab,
She doesn’t know her name, so,
She asks, and
In broken English, the woman says,
My name is Yasmeen, and
My last name is
Angawi.
And my daughter is Haifa.
And the president of the PTA, doesn’t like this name, and,
You agree with her.
She doesn’t write it down, she says,
“We don’t need your help,
We don’t want your help,
We think, with all politeness, that
You should go back where you came from. ”
The woman wearing the hijab seems shocked, but
You don’t care.
She leaves, and
You
Are
Glad.

You are back to walking down the street, and
You look over your shoulder, and
You see a woman, and
Her daughter, and
Her husband, and
None of them look like,
You, and,
None of them speak your language, and
You don’t like this, but,
You realize, that,
You are not affected by them, and
It doesn’t matter that,
They are different, and
If we could all realize, that,
It
Doesn’t
Matter
If We’re different,
Because we fought to get here, and
We are here to stay.