Band

Marching Band

Now we could all go into a debate about
Whether marching band is a sport or not
But we’re not
Because everyone in marching band knows it’s a sport
And those who aren’t don’t get a say in it
Simply because they have no clue how hard we work
But enough about that

Marching band is …
Everyone breathing together
Knowing what everyone will do
Being completely in sync with one another

It praying the flags don’t hit you
Hoping the judge won’t be near you
At the one spot you always miss
Being forced to deal with stress
Whether yours or someone else’s

In marching band …
We are a single unit
We must all be in time
No one out of step
Keep with the tempo
Learn to hate the continuous clicks
Of a device sent to torture us

In marching band we learn …
To fear when the directors make music changes
Or worse …. Our dot positions
That water and sunscreen are gods
Especially in the Texas sun
That even if there’s a bee on you … don’t move

In marching band we force ourselves …
To wake up early and stay up late practicing
Two weeks before school starts
To not give up even when nothing is going right
To deal with the props no matter how much we despise them
Awake after hour long bus rides so we can perform our best

For the people in marching band …
We are all one big family
If someone messes up we’ll all do it again
We help each other get ready for competitions
we provide for each other when we forget something
Even if we don’t win, we’ll keep pushing to do better
Those eight minutes can be the best or the worst moments in our life
We know we left everything on the field

In our family …
We will stand by each other
You will have support for everything
We understand that large problems aren’t the only ones
We will help each other with everything no matter how small

Marching band is many things
But most of all
It’s the feeling of everyone’s desire to succeed
It doesn’t matter where you come from

In marching band
We succeed as a family

Dangerous Ambition

Lost in a high castle above the shacks,
Dreaming of a plain life you want so badly back,
Tightly grasping your power, paranoia spreading,
The sun is approaching, the sun you are dreading.

Where is the beauty of youth uncorrupted?
Where is the warmth that went uninterrupted?
Where is the integrity, distaste for traitors?
Stolen by a creeping, crawling invader.

Stalking the chambers of your labyrinth mind,
Creating an image to send you blind
With guilt and terror and pain you inflicted,
The monstrosity of your worst self depicted.

Blurry-gazed, traces of your slumber evident,
Beginning to realize impact is greater than intent.

Dreams

Dreams
The thought gleams
An unknown story every night
All while you are snuggled up tight
A vacation from real life
Every night
Except tonight
My mind won’t take flight
It won’t let me escape
So while everybody else gets to dream
I’m more awake than I seem
Stuck in a cruel thing we all face every day
Reality…
At least I can fantasize about dreaming
And leaving my thoughts gleaming

Midnight

Midnight
Everyone else is tucked in tight
Silence fills the air
Suffocating in its stillness
Pacing, pacing, pacing
My thoughts racing
My heart going a mile a minute
There’s my bed…
I should be in it…
But I can’t sit still

Midnight
Everyone else is tucked in tight
Not a soul in sight
I roam the house
It’s the same in every room
Stale, silent air
I want to scream
Fill the void
The black hole that is my house
Devoid of any signs of life
But it’s midnight
And everybody enjoys their dreams
Except me
I’m drowning in my silent screams

Mckinney

McKinney by Larkin L

I drive for 4 hours
We pull up in a long stone driveway
I step out of the tall car
My hands full of luggage
I smell the crisp fall air
It always smells the same here
“Larkin, I’ve missed you,” I hear
“I’ve missed you too Sadie,” I say back
“Come inside
Make sure not to let the cat out” she says
Yum
I smell chocolate chip cookies
I run straight to the kitchen
A whole plate of fresh cookies
I take a bite, as the chocolate melts in my mouth
The sweet cookie makes a mess
I run upstairs to my room
What a surprise
She remodeled it again
Full of her beautiful paintings
Made by her old hands
I run to her closet
Full of designer purses and jewelry
I want it to be mine one day
Another stop
The backyard
I run through the garden to the wooden swing
I swing high but careful
I jump off and head to the corner of the big backyard
I run between a small secret place
Between where two stone walls should meet
But they don’t
I go through them
I run towards the huge green pieces of land
The golf course
I run around in circles tons of times
Until I fall on the ground dizzy
I rush back to the house
“Suppers ready,” I hear
And then I know for sure
I’m at my grandmas house
I’m in McKinney

Georgia

7 billion people on Earth
But you’re the one.
You’re so much to me.
My world,
Lit up
Burning with desire.
My breath,
taken away.

Heart fluttering,
Skipping beats
My stomach,
filled with butterflies.
All because of
You.

Everything about you.
Your perfect smile,
Illuminating my world.
Your laugh,
Filling my heart.
Your everything,
Making me drown.
Drown in a sea of desire.

Desire to be with you,
All the time.
Holding you hand.
Making you smile.
Forever.
Love me,
The way I love you.
Please say you will.

Cosmic Paradox

Tumbling through the heavens
consumed with wanderlust
Leaving behind
pretty trails of star dust
Wild, unique, and free
like a rare comet
Wherever she goes
she melts hearts like a sunset
Her celestial glow resembles the moon’s
She spreads warmth like the sun
The universe could never compare to her
She is a cosmic paradox, all in one.